Torn

torn apart between love and fear
one part happy the other afraid
afraid to lose what we have
afraid to make a mistake
afraid that you might leave me
afraid it might be over too soon
happy because you´re here
happy to know you
happy to love you
happy to spend each moment with you
sad happyness
unsure confidence
hesitant yearning
torn in two
my heart aches
it aches...

A23 // May 4, 2007


revised:
torn apart between love and fear
one part happy the other afraid
afraid to lose what we have
happy to love you
afraid to make a mistake
happy to know you
afraid that you might leave me
happy because you´re here
afraid it might be over too soon
happy to spend each moment with you
sad happyness
unsure confidence
hesitant yearning
torn in two
my heart aches
it aches...