Probably somewhat June 2006

The Mermaid’s Tale

mermaids live in places no one really knows
no human eye has ever seen their world exept mine
I have seen the magical world.
underwater, far away from each human place
I know no one will believe what I saw because
they have never seen what I saw last night

I was thrown into the ocean of my lovers love and
I swam and swam until I was tired but there was no land
from time to time I saw some magical light
twinkling in the distance, ah, that must be the stars reflecting in the night

but as I drew nearer I found out to my surprise
the light shone from deep down below
so I dove, dove down fast and deep
how warm and pleasant the depths were
no one would believe because no one felt what I felt that night

and as I dove swimming strong and looking for the source
of that beaming, twinkling, indulging light
I begin to see the mermaids floating, zooming around me
they look both surprised and curious for they have never seen
a human person diving deep into their world
none of their charms or spells to repel the human eye would work on me
and no one would believe what I saw in that shining dark night

a mermaid man pulled on my feet to see if they were real
he was very young and swam away in excited zooms
I suppose to tell his friends the breaking news
the other, older mermaidpeople looked and smiled at me
they waved and invited me to see their world at night

in the middle of and empty place there stood a mermaid-lamp
twinkling with indulging light shining through the sea
thats what had brought me here
at the bottom of the lamp I can see a form that looks like a
man and this is what I could not believe I saw you there in your sleep

I sank down at your side, you sleeping in the mermaids light
tiny bubbles bubbling from your mouth
I touch your face, your neck, your chest, you are warm and safe
I lean down to kiss you there and lay down at your side, my arms and legs
around you, down in that ocean of love I fell asleep

the mermaids were the only witnesses of our love
no human would ever believe the tale
because this is what they´ve never seen or felt, so how could they ever
understand?
the mermaids tell this tale to every baby and they know
it is the tale of the love between you and i.

march 2006

Leisure Time

feet diggin in the yellow dry grass
crickets chirping their summer song
shaded and closed eyes
hands hanging limp at your side
a book split open over your stomach
the sun burning down
flies that take a walk on your sweaty skin
you wave them lazily away

i squint in the bright sun
cover my eyes to watch you dozing with a straw hat on your face
a breeze every now and then drying, cooling our hot wet skin
my tshirt puffing from the breeze
my hair tossled from the sleep
i sit down on the pier
feet diggin in the cool green water
splashing, spraying water in the sun
a rainbow before my eyes

your shadow falling on me
you sit down next to me
your thighs touching mine
4 feet now splashing in the sun
a drop of water you follow it right down my spine
your arms around me you kiss my neck
a nibble on my ear
“i love you my dear”

jan. 24th, 2006

Bliss

I feel your love
Come what may
Heaven sent you to me. bliss.bliss.

Why? Me? You? I?
I love you more than my
Lips could ever say
Love lust life longing. my love. love

Driven by a madness
I and you, both the same
Chuckling choking cracking up
Hysterical laughing till we fall to the floor…kissing.
kiss

jan. 3, 2006

my longing for you, just you
soaked me through and through

i ask myself constantly
when, how and who said
this was meant to be
but it must be how else could it be such bliss?

all i know for sure
is that my love for you is pure

I wrote this
dec 8, 2005..
and the first line is...er stolen...(heather nova..i miss my sky) or maybe I should say... inspired by...

i miss my sky
the air
the water
the salt
the sugar
the millk
the berry
the fire
the ice
my everything

New Beginnings

I have to admit I forgot about my blog... and I guess it shows.(DUH) Not that anyone really noticed.. I think only very very few people have ever seen this blog at all. I dont know if this will change anytime soon, but quite frankly I dont care. All I want is to have my say, whenever I want and whenever I feel like it. I just need a space to be me... far away from all the daily responsiblities or other restrictions. Freedom starts here, right now.
I´ll be posting some of my writings. Poems. Lyrics. I dont know what it is... All I know... I wrote these pieces at some point and some are rather bad and some are actually pretty good ( I still wonder how on earth i came up with those ideas... ) They have been released on a forum a while back I got some good and not so good feedback... Both is fine. Its just a point of view... here is mine!